Bruised, blood-stained feet of a child.
Growing pains, working in the fields
‘Till she grows lame.
Dusk ‘til dawn, cultivating rice
hoping one day to get a raise
in status above her siblings.
She has four brothers
so why even bother,
in a male infested world
that she will never conquer.
Sold into slavery at thirteen
to a man 20 years older
in the dark he would behold her,
undeveloped features make her angelic
but a look in the mirror and all she sees is demonic.
Vomiting at her sight, but she really knows
that she’s starving the baby inside,
that she hopes dies, so it won’t have to be a girl
so that she can tell her lies,
that her mind and grace is what makes her defined.
Her bones boldly defined in her thin white garment.
Masked scars she cuts into her arms,
being in hell is the reason
she hasn’t seen her mom in 10 seasons
after her father auctioned her off to this demon.
Laying down in bed
she says her final prayer:
“Lord, swallow the hate that consumes this world.
Shed tears on the fires that burn our souls,
Evoke wisdom for those who will listen,
And I pray peace for all God’s children.”
art, Change, courage, girl, God, life, love, pain, peom, poetry, prayer, spoken word, suffering, truth, wisdom, women
Oct · 28
I want you to know I love you.
Yes you, the boy with the eyes, that has a light brown hue,
That turns a dirty blond on a spring infected morning.
You had me at first lust, without even courting.
Two young doves when we met.
Moved in together before you and my mother even met.
Mother said slow down, God’s time is the right time.
But the right time is this time because my time, is always the right time.
Or so I thought.
Our love fell apart in the fall.
Standing on my wall of regrets I wanted to fall, so that I could never recall,
Not the lies you told me…. well sort of,
But the lies I told myself, thinking this could be love.
Acceptance, addiction, art, confusion, freestyle, God, life, love, lyrics, music, pain, poem, poetry, regret, spoken word, wisdom
Oct · 18
Journal Entry: What Lies Beneath
What lies beneath that pancaked drug-store foundation
Or those green contact lenses that you use to hide your light brown irises.
What lies beneath the temporary washed out auburn die, that covers bold, jet black tresses.
What lies beneath your degree in petroleum engineering
Or the many awards littered around your dull apartment full of scholarly accomplishments.
What lies beneath the years of labor to achieve your goals, to find out it was never what you expected.
What lies beneath the years you let pass to hold on having a family
Or the lost times with loved ones that you occasionally called on Christmas and birthdays.
What lies beneath your reasons, to forget to live your life.
Surely not worldly pressures to obtain the tangible, by forsaking the intangible……
A young adult of the millennial generation
Acceptance, Change, confusion, fact of life, lesson, life, poem, poetry, random, spoken word, wisdom, youth
Oct · 05
To look at blue skies every morning and let the sun’s heavenly glow drip down my skin.
To be thankful for my past, both the good and the bad and the breath I’m using to write this poem.
To be present. I’m really not in this moment, but thinking about tomorrow, next week, next year…next life. I want to learn how to live in this moment.
To write….my greatest talent from God, overshadowed by my consent.
Choosing to remember
Opportunity is missed by most people because it is dressed in overalls and looks like work. –
Thomas A. Edison
“There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.”
“I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be.”
Douglas Adams, The Long Dark Tea-Time of the Soul
“Just when you think it can’t get any worse, it can. And just when you think it can’t get any better, it can.”
― Nicholas Sparks, At First Sight
“Death ends a life, not a relationship.”
― Mitch Albom, Tuesdays with Morrie
“Beware the barrenness of a busy life.” -Socrates
“One day, you’re 17 and you’re planning for someday. And then quietly, without you ever really noticing, someday is today. And then someday is yesterday. And this is your life.” –
If you are depressed you are living in the past. If you are anxious you are living in the future. If you are at peace you are living in the present. –
Had to take a break to reevaluate my life.
Had to take a step back, to realize all the people I lost along the way,
and appreciate the ones that always stayed.
Had to take a break from the hectic semester and give myself a real vacation.
Had to take a step back to realize I’m better off with the less that I have now,
compared to the more I had before,
I’m coming back for good, hopefully I’m not misunderstood
that I had to take a break. Simple.
But now I’m fully reloaded, accessible, adjusted,and primed to get my blogging on. Simple.
acceptance, culture, Fact of Life, faith, lesson, Life, Positive, youth
break, Change, learn, life, poem, poetry, recovery, spoken word, uniq3, wisdom
Jul · 03
You can NEVER be better than what you think of yourself.
Tell your mind a different story, so your life can reenact it.
“Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind”
Change, christianity, faith, guidance, inspiration, life, motivation, poem, thinking, transformation, wisdom
May · 21
Your beliefs become your thoughts
Your thoughts become your words
Your words become your actions
Your actions become your habits
Your habits become your values
Your values become your destiny.